the altar is rotten
in the cathedral-mall-sexshop complex
beyond the three keyed door
behold, an electric organ
the chorus teacher plays the esoteric delayed chord combination that opens yet another door
further down, steps downward in the darkness
it is cold and you can hear the wind rushing
you turn back
you're back in the complex
the dazzling mega sexshop catches your attention
and as you browse through the filthy, delicious products you come to the realization that somehow even self-pleasure is a commodity
the naked store clerk comes up to you and tries to lure you to a peepshow
something feels wrong
you leave the store
thunder
the mall is empty
the clicking of malfunctioning fluorescent lights drives you mad
you frantically search around for help
quickly, climb the amphiteather of plastic meals, now empty and mostly dark, with a few lights managing to hum and live
and there! the exit, a way out of this infernal maze of human indulgence
she is there
waiting for you
you cannot recognize her present form
which one of them is she? does it matter?
she offers you a way out on her 2-seater motor-machine
you grab a guitar to keep you company during the trip, it might get boring (and you loathe boredom), and step outside
apocalypse is coming
the sky is dark with bulbous malformed clouds
the rain, oppressive, but you barely feel it
a haze of lighting flashes and blue incadescent lights are the only sources of light out here
but you hesitate
you turn back again
the cathedral feels safe
the lighting is warm there
in a secluded room, a trio of nuns are busy
in another, a barely sentient child is crying and naked
you close and lock the door - it was not meant for you to see
you keep walking through the halls
open the tall wooden doors
sunlight
and you are now a goat